This is post 1 of 6 of a series of poems and prose that Rara sent to be shared with the Stories community. Each posting brings us a bit closer to her release from jail… If you can, and you haven’t already, please donate what you can to the Rara Relief fund. Every little bit will help her get back on her feet.
I ran out of words when the love of my life ran out of life.
When he died,
Without me.
When his bright,
Delightful,
Frightful brain,
Exploded into itself.
(finally doing
what he always said it would.)
He kept his promises
like he kept his thoughts – –
in a perpetual rolling boil.
He was molten lava
and he erupted.
He p o p p e d,
and he sparked,
and he burn-burn-burned,
and all anyone can talk about is the ash.
But it was his sound
and fury
that lit my sky,
and it was the heat of his last gasp
that burned my earth
into paralyzed,
petrified
silence.
OH Rara. Huggles. I don’t have words, just hugs.
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Words are unnecessary at times. Thank you for reading, Alice.
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Sadly beautiful.
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Thank you, Goldy. I think he’d like this one. 🙂
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As sad and fresh a wound this still is, I know Dave would like this. It has a bit of his horror touch.
He lives on through our lil’ dino. 😉
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🙂 Yes, I rather think he would. His fun with morbidity was contagious, I swear. 🙂
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Hugs ❤
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*hugs*
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Hugs xxxxx
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*hugs*
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Yet from that barren spread of ash
So memory’s embers glow
Ne’er forgotten, his firework sky
Will keep you safe, you know.
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Ne’er forgotten. *clinks glass of diet coke to screen*
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Rara, you and Dave will always be in my heart. Poem is sad but beautifully written. LJ.
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Thank you, Jaded. It is a comfort to know so many hold the memory of us for me, on the days where I just… can’t. *hugs* 🙂
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Heartbreakingly beautiful. I wanted to reach out, I thought about it a dozen times (at least). And when anything would have been better than nothing, I did nothing 😦 You are such an inspiration Rara.
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It’s alright. You’re here now and part of this community. That’s helping. Thank you for reading, and for being a part of the healing part of my journey. *hugs*
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Stunning, Rara. Wish I had known him in person…I only knew him through his blog for less than a year.
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Thank you, Noelle. Knowing him briefly through his blog was probably like knowing him for years and years in real life… he was quieter in his real life than he was in his writing.
Thank you for reading.
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Always, dear. I’m getting to know him better through you. I was glad to read you could attend the funeral, and a memorial service is a wonderful idea for family and friends…and you!
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Yes, it was hard…. But necessary. 🙂
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Oh Rara xxx
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*hugs*
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Rara, I am only getting to know you (and Dave). This brought tears to my eyes that seemed to have come from my deep in my gut.
So much love to you….. ❤ and Dave…
Two beautiful hearts entwined in the creative fire where we all live and breathe and grow from….
ancient like dinosaur. made of earth.
Ka
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Thank you, Ka… I appreciate your reading and following this bit of our journey.
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